Monday, October 22, 2012

a feeling that never dies

[pesona] oktober 2012

a feeling that never dies,
in the irreversible timeline of ours
the word of "if" is the master key to the dream of reversible world
it might finish the unfinish dream,
it might heal the open wound,
it could re-built the broken relationship,
it would answer the year-unsolved-open question

today is the day that the sky is the brightest
as brighter when I found you
every step is rhytm of music
celebrating a moment I've been waiting
a moment to hear you again

years of chasing shadow,
years of feeling sorrow and
sorry
are suddenly gone
with your magical voice, like the old days

the voice
likes my master key to open my memory
of your laugh and tear,
your letter,
your feeling
it seems like yesterday

today is the rain that remembering me of the tears of yours and mine
when 'deadly' and stupid decision had been made

from that moment,
the direction seems in to the wrong turn
until I heard your voice again ...
and what I wanted to say is 'so sorry'
(eventhough sorry might surely not enough)

in this world, at least,
I want to be your brother

it might not happen today,
tomorrow,
but I'll keep on waiting